This book by Vladimir Pastukhov, a well-known political scientist, publicist, and lawyer, is a unique philosophical diary spanning 500 days since the start of the Russo-Ukrainian conflict. The work, based on the author's posts in his Telegram channel, combines documentation of current events with a profound analysis of fundamental issues concerning identity, responsibility, and historical processes. The author explores the transformation of public consciousness amid the crisis, addressing themes of Russian and Ukrainian identity, collective guilt and responsibility, as well as the roles of civilizations, empires, and revolutions in the modern context. Pastukhov proposes a new format for political and philosophical reflection, adapted to the realities of the information age. The book will appeal to a wide audience interested in contemporary political philosophy, current affairs analysis, and historical context. The book is in Russian.